Sometimes I know my topic and sometimes I don’t. Today I know that I will be discussing the idea that “it’s my issue” when I have a problem and what is going on to trigger it.
Every story I tell today is intertwined in the sphere of my life. If you look (or listen) to it in a straight line it is very difficult to connect the dots. Yet if you see it in a sphere as all of our lives are you see the interconnectivity very easily. I range from why I am changing how I do the show, to my recent experiences with my mother-in-law, to discovering what my longest running issue is. Still, am working out the details on the healing of it, but I know without a doubt that no matter how far I get in life, no matter how much success I get I feel like I am alone.
The Long Term Issue
It is the curse of a visionary to see what is to come and to be the only one to see it. However, I am coping with the deep emotional struggle that accompanies the abilities that I have. For me, it is one thing to trust in what I know is to come when no one else can see it, yet I was unaware that I had filled the emptiness gap with my wife’s love and attention. When that was taken away temporarily I ended up facing and fighting the demons that were still there.
To complicate matters you get to hear the first told stories of the emotions that accompanied the six-month-long process of my wife’s mother dying from the perspective of a husband who knows the truths of the universe and yet can do nothing to stop the pain.
This episode is a bit of a journey into darkness with some humor and some great live interactions. By the end, there is a beginning of an understanding of the next phase of who I am and the healing to go with it.
This show is all about my stories but it is really about the shared human experience. Therefore the best way to share is to have you participate so I need more questions from you! Email me RGOP@charlesmcfall.com and hit me with your best shot – maybe you will get brand new stories out of me and bring some new adventures to the world.
Show posted on Blog Talk Radio also.